monday

after yet another day of insanity at the office, i'm finally in a place i want to be - lounging in my little pink room in my comfy jammy pants with my little space heater right next to me. sigh...

ugh, but work has been hard lately and i'm feeling it. i'm tired, my body feels heavy, and i just feel like i'm struggling to make it to the next deadline, trial, whatever. i know in my head that if i just start moving, it will help make me feel better, but i'm having a really hard time getting motivated. yesterday, i looked around my house and in my car and realized that i had checked out big time. old mail and papers scattered around, dishes needing to be cleaned, old coke bottles and trash in my car. i'm not a crazy germ-a-phobe, mind you, but i do keep my house and car neat. or i did, at least. anyway, it was a good eye-opener that i need to re-focus. so, i spent last night attacking all the paper stacks around the house and filing or shredding documents. that alone lifted a big weight off my shoulders.

fortunately, i have some fabulous news to help get me through the rough spots - my bestie and i are going to paris this summer!!! i'm super duper excited (it's still kind of hard to believe it). so, in the next couple of weeks i have to get my passport and maybe some cute luggage. aaagh!!!